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<!--Generated by Squarespace Site Server v5.9.2 (http://www.squarespace.com/) on Thu, 11 Mar 2010 06:04:42 GMT--><feed xmlns="http://www.w3.org/2005/Atom" xmlns:dc="http://purl.org/dc/elements/1.1/"><title>Journal</title><subtitle>Journal</subtitle><id>http://www.superbeck.com/journal/</id><link rel="alternate" type="application/xhtml+xml" href="http://www.superbeck.com/journal/"/><link rel="self" type="application/atom+xml" href="http://www.superbeck.com/journal/atom.xml"/><updated>2010-03-11T05:45:54Z</updated><generator uri="http://www.squarespace.com/" version="Squarespace Site Server v5.9.2 (http://www.squarespace.com/)">Squarespace</generator><entry><title>Wieners!</title><category term="Blog-worthy"/><category term="Family &amp;amp; Friends"/><category term="Photos"/><category term="Vehicle"/><id>http://www.superbeck.com/journal/2010/3/10/wieners.html</id><link rel="alternate" type="text/html" href="http://www.superbeck.com/journal/2010/3/10/wieners.html"/><author><name>beck</name></author><published>2010-03-11T05:01:34Z</published><updated>2010-03-11T05:01:34Z</updated><content type="html" xml:lang="en-US"><![CDATA[<p><span class="thumbnail-image-block ssNonEditable"><span><a href="javascript:showFullImage('/display/ShowImage?imageUrl=%2Fstorage%2FIMG_0066.JPG%3F__SQUARESPACE_CACHEVERSION%3D1268285988943',533,800);"><img src="../../storage/thumbnails/4280822-6091437-thumbnail.jpg?__SQUARESPACE_CACHEVERSION=1268285988944" alt="" /></a></span></span></p>
<p>Guess what folks? My brother's a <a href="http://www.facebook.com/photo.php?pid=3764820&amp;id=36766739494#!/photo.php?pid=3764820&amp;id=36766739494&amp;fbid=350633244494">WIENER</a>! (OK, fine. Winner.) TAB and the team went home with the Organizer's Choice award which means they were generally all-around <a href="http://www.facebook.com/photo.php?pid=3764820&amp;id=36766739494#!/photo.php?pid=3764820&amp;id=36766739494&amp;fbid=350633244494">AWESOME</a> and I think they even scored $500. In nickels, of course. And a rusty old trophy made from car parts.</p>
<p>Despite having a giant wiener flopping around (ok, it was actually pretty hard [you can only imagine how stimulating it was to talk about the car all weekend]) on the roof, the car placed 56th out of 147. Not bad at all! They got only two black flags (MUCH improved over the last race, which was everyone's first time) and sang their way (Oh I wish I were a Nascar Mayer Wiener....) out of one penalty.</p>
<p><a href="http://jalopnik.com/5487073/every-race-needs-a-wienermobile">Press coverage</a> (kinda) of the team and their Wienermobile!</p>
<p><a href="http://www.sonomanews.com/articles/2010/03/10/news/doc4b95a9e853858867933077.txt">REAL</a> press coverage!</p>
<p>Perhaps most notable of all is that they raise money for non-profit organizations each time they race. This time they raced for <a href="http://www.anastasisballet.org/">Anastasis Ballet</a>.</p>
<p>Go, Bandits, GO!</p>
<p>(To all Lent police, I realize I linked to two Facebook pages. I thought an exception could be made in this case.)</p>
<p>&nbsp;</p>]]></content></entry><entry><title>Soup's on</title><category term="Conversation"/><category term="Food &amp;amp; drink"/><category term="Val"/><id>http://www.superbeck.com/journal/2010/3/8/soups-on.html</id><link rel="alternate" type="text/html" href="http://www.superbeck.com/journal/2010/3/8/soups-on.html"/><author><name>beck</name></author><published>2010-03-09T01:42:03Z</published><updated>2010-03-09T01:42:03Z</updated><content type="html" xml:lang="en-US"><![CDATA[<p>Val, it's time to eat. Are you ready for soup?</p>
<p>"Um, no not yet. I'm reading."</p>
<p>Well it's ready for you!</p>
<p>"OK, let me get a spoon!" She ditched her library book and ran for the silverware drawer.</p>
<p>I wonder if bedtime would go differently if I tell her the bed is ready for her. =)</p>]]></content></entry><entry><title>Sears Pointless</title><category term="Blog-worthy"/><category term="Family &amp;amp; Friends"/><category term="Photos"/><id>http://www.superbeck.com/journal/2010/3/4/sears-pointless.html</id><link rel="alternate" type="text/html" href="http://www.superbeck.com/journal/2010/3/4/sears-pointless.html"/><author><name>beck</name></author><published>2010-03-05T07:51:13Z</published><updated>2010-03-05T07:51:13Z</updated><content type="html" xml:lang="en-US"><![CDATA[<p>My little brother TAB will be racing at Sears Point this weekend in the <a href="http://www.24hoursoflemons.com/sears10/">24 Hours of LeMons</a> event. He'll be cranking out record-breaking laps behind the wheel of... this...</p>
<p><span class="thumbnail-image-block ssNonEditable"><span><a href="javascript:showFullImage('/display/ShowImage?imageUrl=%2Fstorage%2Fweinermobile.jpg%3F__SQUARESPACE_CACHEVERSION%3D1267775696949',453,604);"><img src="http://www.superbeck.com/storage/thumbnails/4280822-6015604-thumbnail.jpg?__SQUARESPACE_CACHEVERSION=1267775696951" alt="" /></a></span></span></p>
<p>WHAT is that, you say? I'm so glad you asked. THAT is a Nascar Mayer Wienermobile (finished touches to be added at the racetrack.) Go <a href="http://www.facebook.com/pages/The-Cannonball-Bandits/137994149538">Bandits</a>, go!</p>]]></content></entry><entry><title>Freeeeee time</title><category term="Daily life"/><category term="Homemaker"/><category term="Motherhood"/><category term="Thoughts"/><id>http://www.superbeck.com/journal/2010/2/28/freeeeee-time.html</id><link rel="alternate" type="text/html" href="http://www.superbeck.com/journal/2010/2/28/freeeeee-time.html"/><author><name>beck</name></author><published>2010-03-01T05:34:17Z</published><updated>2010-03-01T05:34:17Z</updated><content type="html" xml:lang="en-US"><![CDATA[<p>Want to know something totally wild? I'm done with all I had planned to do this evening and the next 30 minutes are mine to spend however I wish. I will go to bed at 10 pm and get at least 8 hours of sleep (not including waking up to tend to two snotty coughers) before my husband arrives home from work.</p>
<p>It really is nice re-realizing that I can manage time; there's no reason it should be managing me. Take THAT, time. Pah.</p>
<p>I'm such a procrastinator. I am sure this is partly due to the fact that I am a perfectionist. I've found that perfectionism tends to result in very bad prioritizing. Of course I must do every job perfectly, so what's this about time constraints and having to let some things go? Can't happen! I just won't sleep! Prioritizing is important when you're running a home with two small children, a cat (Methyl is, for all intents and purposes, lost. She is microchipped and I can only hope...), two dogs and a couple adults who like to speak to each other occasionally.</p>
<p>I'm working very hard on being an ex-perfectionist and happy "good-enough"ist. I'm slowly inspecting each of my limitations and trying to go right along and account (dare I say, PLAN?!? *gasp*) for my inabilities instead of cringing in horror at a FLAW in my very human character/personality and vowing never again to admit that I'm less than perfect.</p>
<p>Pathetic, I know.</p>
<p>I can't even imagine what I'd be like if I hadn't acquired a husband and a few children to wake me up to the cold, hard reality that I am not now, nor ever have been, remotely perfect. It's one thing to know that nobody's perfect, but it's quite another to repeatedly experience that YOU are not perfect, in fact, YOU are far from it. Again. Superman and the girls do that for me and I am grateful, most of the time. The rest of the time I'm trying to prove them wrong. (I'm a bit thick-headed.)</p>
<p>&nbsp;</p>]]></content></entry><entry><title>Busted</title><category term="Conversation"/><category term="Val"/><id>http://www.superbeck.com/journal/2010/2/24/busted.html</id><link rel="alternate" type="text/html" href="http://www.superbeck.com/journal/2010/2/24/busted.html"/><author><name>beck</name></author><published>2010-02-24T16:08:06Z</published><updated>2010-02-24T16:08:06Z</updated><content type="html" xml:lang="en-US"><![CDATA[<p>OK Val, time to clean up all your toys.</p>
<p>"<em>Why, Mommy? Who's coming over?</em>"</p>]]></content></entry><entry><title>Bossy older sister foreshadowing</title><category term="Conversation"/><category term="Elaine"/><category term="Val"/><id>http://www.superbeck.com/journal/2010/2/23/bossy-older-sister-foreshadowing.html</id><link rel="alternate" type="text/html" href="http://www.superbeck.com/journal/2010/2/23/bossy-older-sister-foreshadowing.html"/><author><name>beck</name></author><published>2010-02-23T19:27:44Z</published><updated>2010-02-23T19:27:44Z</updated><content type="html" xml:lang="en-US"><![CDATA[<p>"<em>Mommy, me want to watch the Mysterious Musical Mansion.</em>"</p>
<p>No, not until after lunch and after Elaine goes in her bed for a nap.</p>
<p>"<em>OK, let me go tell Elaine she's sleepy.</em>"</p>]]></content></entry><entry><title>Projecting, much?</title><category term="Conversation"/><category term="Daily life"/><category term="Elaine"/><category term="Pets"/><category term="Val"/><id>http://www.superbeck.com/journal/2010/2/22/projecting-much.html</id><link rel="alternate" type="text/html" href="http://www.superbeck.com/journal/2010/2/22/projecting-much.html"/><author><name>beck</name></author><published>2010-02-22T22:36:26Z</published><updated>2010-02-22T22:36:26Z</updated><content type="html" xml:lang="en-US"><![CDATA[<p>Tesla strolled into the middle of the family room and looked around a few times before mewing pitifully.</p>
<p>"<em>What, cat? What's the problem?</em>" I asked conversationally.</p>
<p>"<em>Maybe she misses her Daddy,</em>" Val offered.</p>
<p>---</p>
<p>In related news, Elaine has started noticing and becoming very excited whenever her "Da-DEEEE!" is present. As soon as she hears the door open she drops whatever she's doing and starts toddling towards Superman at full speed while shouting, "<em>da-DEEE! DA-DEEE! DAAAAA-DEEEEEE!</em>"</p>
<p>Now if only I can get her to shout for her Daddy when she wakes up at night... =)</p>]]></content></entry><entry><title>Bruises and blood</title><category term="Conversation"/><category term="Science"/><category term="Thoughts"/><category term="Val"/><id>http://www.superbeck.com/journal/2010/2/21/bruises-and-blood.html</id><link rel="alternate" type="text/html" href="http://www.superbeck.com/journal/2010/2/21/bruises-and-blood.html"/><author><name>beck</name></author><published>2010-02-22T05:36:53Z</published><updated>2010-02-22T05:36:53Z</updated><content type="html" xml:lang="en-US"><![CDATA[<p>I had a discussion today with Val on the nature of bruises.</p>
<p>"Oh Mommy! You have an owie! It hurt you?"</p>
<p><em>Yes <a href="http://www.superbeck.com/beck365/2010/2/21/ouch.html">I do</a>, and yes, it does.</em></p>
<p>"Lemme kiss it and it feel better." She gently kisses it, her hands tenderly touching either side of the mark. "Why it not bleeding?"</p>
<p><em>Well, it is bleeding, but all the blood is underneath the skin. See all the colors? That's from blood being where it's not supposed to be.</em></p>
<p>"Oh. And all the blood, it go down your leg onto your foot?" I can tell she's thinking about where there would be blood to clean up, and then place a band-aid.</p>
<p><em>No, it's not outside my skin, it just stays inside.</em></p>
<p>"Why, Mommy?"</p>
<p>...at this point I'm tempted to launch into a detailed explanation of the circulatory system and skin, but I refrain, knowing it's outside her ability to comprehend even if I did use words she could understand. I always figure more information is better than too little, though. Because one day (and I don't know which one) she WILL be able to understand it, and when she's able to, I want her to at least remember that someone did tell her a little bit about it before. And maybe it'll make more sense after the fact. That sort of thing has happened to me lots of times.</p>]]></content></entry><entry><title>The eyes have it</title><category term="Photos"/><category term="Val"/><id>http://www.superbeck.com/journal/2010/2/19/the-eyes-have-it.html</id><link rel="alternate" type="text/html" href="http://www.superbeck.com/journal/2010/2/19/the-eyes-have-it.html"/><author><name>beck</name></author><published>2010-02-20T06:22:53Z</published><updated>2010-02-20T06:22:53Z</updated><content type="html" xml:lang="en-US"><![CDATA[<p>I've been captivated since the <a href="http://www.superbeck.com/journal/2007/4/3/lashes.html">beginning</a>. I knew the day she was born that my camera would find a favorite focus in those insanely gorgeous eyes.</p>
<p>&nbsp;</p>
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<p>Mommy's eyes (color, at least) and Daddy's ears. =)</p>
<p>&nbsp;</p>
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<p>Little girl with big thoughts.</p>
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<p>Brief pause while helping Grandma plant rose bushes.</p>]]></content></entry><entry><title>Insecure people cannot fail</title><category term="Photos"/><category term="Quote"/><category term="Superman"/><category term="Superman and me"/><category term="Thoughts"/><id>http://www.superbeck.com/journal/2010/2/16/insecure-people-cannot-fail.html</id><link rel="alternate" type="text/html" href="http://www.superbeck.com/journal/2010/2/16/insecure-people-cannot-fail.html"/><author><name>beck</name></author><published>2010-02-17T07:38:17Z</published><updated>2010-02-17T07:38:17Z</updated><content type="html" xml:lang="en-US"><![CDATA[<p>Came across this on another blog today...</p>
<p>"<em>I think perfectionism is based on the obsessive belief that if you run carefully enough, hitting each stepping-stone just right, you won&rsquo;t have to die. The truth is that you will die anyway and that a lot of people who aren&rsquo;t even looking at their feet are going to do a whole lot better than you, and have a lot more fun while they&rsquo;re doing it.</em>&rdquo;</p>
<p>&ndash;Anne Lamott, <em>Bird by Bird</em>﻿</p>
<p>That person who isn't even looking at their feet? And having boatloads more fun? I call him Superman. It sometimes makes me crazy looking at both my feet AND his feet (because if I don't, who on earth <em>will</em>?!?! ALL FEET MUST BE WATCHED. IT'S A RULE.) but man do I appreciate the grace he has for me and the love he has for life. I do a really good job of killing that in him <span style="text-decoration: line-through;">some</span> a lot of the time, and I don't want to, because it's everything I truly love about him.</p>
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