In an unfair twist of fate I have the flu for the second time in a matter of months and I got the flu shot. What more does it want from me!?! So here I sit with a fever of 101.8 trying to make the most of it and hoping it's gone before Monday. This breastfeeding thing is a pain in the neck because I'm worried that whatever drugs I take will go to Kate. Probably won't do any harm in the long run but still, if I can avoid drugs I'd like to, which makes me more miserable.